Breathe And I’ll Carry You Away.

Time together is just never quite enough.

When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home

What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

We need time, only time

When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?

If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?

All the time, all the time."

Your Hair Was Long When We First Met.

"This time last year, we first met.
I can easily say I love you more than ever.
Thank you for helping me the become more like the
Beautiful, strong, loving woman
That you have shown me I can be.

You are my sweetest downfall.

I loved you first."

Somehow, Everything's Going To Fall Right Into Place.

"If we only had a way to make it all fall faster every day.

I can't even believe I am thinking things like this about you.

It is only going to lead to disappointment

Or worse.

So I should get these thoughts out of my head.

And I should do it fast."

Everything, Everything's Magic

"One year of reading my complaining, moody, crazy, nonsense blogs.

Happy Anniversary, the-consequence-of-sound.

And here is the place you can read all about them."

She's Praying To Jesus (She's Pulling The Trigger)

"It is amazing how much better I feel after tonight.

Though, I am still on a crazy low,

It just is so refreshing to have a break from all the crap.

I am so glad I am growing in my faith."

Maybe We Are Better Off This Way.

Maybe it is for the best if we end this now.

I mean, you really haven't shown me you care.

It sucks because I miss you a lot, and I really shouldn't.

I wish we could go back to being friends like how we were.

And I wish we could have kept our friendship better.

I hate relationships for this exact reason.

But mostly, I hate that I lost you."

But Now I've Got Myself Together

"I once knew a girl in the years of my youth,
With eyes like the summer: all beauty and truth.
But in the morning I fled; left a note and it read,
"Someday you will be loved."

I can not pretend that I felt any regret,
'Cause each broken heart will eventually mend.
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
Someday you will be loved.

You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved.
Like you never have known.
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams.
Just a series of blurs like I never occurred.
Someday you will be loved.

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep,
And every time tears roll down your cheeks.
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet.
And someday you will be loved.

You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved.
Like you never have known.
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams.
Just a series of blurs like I never occurred.
Someday you will be loved. "

Don't Let Me Down.

"Last time I checked,

Princesses who went to the ball

Didn't wind up like this.

A few things fucked about life at the moment.

1. I went to a ball without a fucking prince.

2. We have never fought before, but right now I am just so.. Frustrated with you. I wish I just knew what to do about it, but I don't. I love so you so much, which is why this is so confusing.

3. I don't get invited places because I don't drink. Actually, that is a lie. I don't get invited places because people don't seem to give a shit.

4. I do not feel like anyone cares about me at this moment.

5. My one friend has let a relationship come between us and I haven't talked to him or seen him in weeks. And it is making me want to scream and pull out my hair.

5. I spend all my time at school with a boy who doesn't even like me 99% of the time.

6. He is also the boy who has made me the Christian I am today. Which is really a trait you want the person who affected your faith the most to have, eh? Complete dislike?

7. I am not even good looking.

So yeah, everything sucks and is lame. Which is just so fabulous, really.

I Miss You.

"You promised me

'If this comes between our friendship, it will stop.'

It doesn't need to stop,

But maybe put some effort into being friends?"

Cards For Sorrow, Cards For Pain.

"I hate this so much.

Where the hell did all my confidence go?

I can be
happy alone,
sure.

I can be happy

without ice cream, too

If we were being hypothetical."

Back To The Age Of Innocence

"I really hate how, because I am doing a mature, responsible thing

and not drinking underage

gets me uninvited to everything.

{I mean, how ridiculous.}

{It is illegal, you realize.}

I still like parties.

I still like hanging out with my friends.

And it is really shitty you just forget about me.

I'll remember the next time I set my morals.

{Really, do I have to be a drug addicted drunk whore?}

Lately you have been acting like the person I hate

Who spends their whole weekends getting drunk.

I hope this stops soon.

{Is it merely just a phase?}

Sue me for wanting to remeber high school."

And It's Always Times Like These When I Think Of You And I Wonder If You Ever Think Of Me.

"I don't know how I can stand it at times.

I just want to run into your arms

And tell you it will all be okay.

It will be okay.

Because I love you so much, and you,

Well you are amazing.

And truthfully, I don't know how I

Contain myself half the time.

Please know, things will come for you.

I always have your back.

The days when I see you happy

Are some of the best.

I don't know how I live without you at times.

Just remember that all you need is a little push

And I am always here to give it to you.

Not that you aren't already there."

And You're Just The Girl All The Boys Want To Dance With.

-I.Would.Like.To.Thank.You.For.Showing.Me-

-A.Part.Of.Myself.That.I've.Never.Seen-

Everything Was Still A Bet In Love's Game.

{And I could never tell you how I really feel,

And for that I eternally apologize}

{Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun

And I guess these things just tend to fall apart}

{With the harsh cold and the jealousy running through my bones,

We were both selfish, but I think I was more}

I Remember All The Feelings And The Day They Stopped.

"And today was the day."

You're More To Me Than What I Know How To Say.

Cheer up, you are worse off than you figure

Am I really?

But you are loved anyway and I always see who you could be

Always, no matter what stunt you pull.

All the stars are waiting for you to shine

Go on, do it.

And your heart is beating to find it's home in mine.

Whoever you are.

Stand up, you are stronger than you figure.

Come on, Siobhan.

You just need to be surrounded by those who believe in you.

Which I am, actually.

You've got to know that I won't throw stones your way.

Even though I sort of want to beat you.

All creation waits for you to take your place, take your place.

I'll find it with whomever it is supposed to be with.

Wake up it's time to dream bigger .

Bigger than you, bigger than me.

Wake up it's time.

Everything You Want Is Wrong.

"I think we both define friendship differently.

If this isn't about love, then it isn't about anything.

I love my friends.

They love me.

And if you can't return the love I deserve,

then I suppose we don't have the friendship I thought we did.

I love you and will give anything up for you.

I expect the same.

You are the one who always told me to only take what I deserve,

Not to let others just walk all over me.

So that is what I am doing.

Someone if going to get hurt here.

I am feeling it is myself.

What have I done to get this much shit dumped all over me?

Number six.

Wow.

This is about more than a boy.

This is about our friendship.

If we don't have that, we have nothing.

Justify - to defend or uphold as warranted or well-grounded.

Meaning to try to make something you do sound good

When it actually isn't.

Love is wanting the best for the other person.

Even if it kills.

I want the best for you,

For both of you.

But shouldn't I only get the same in return?

Look at what has happened in the past.

Does that mean nothing to you?

Shows me how much I mean to you.

I don't see how we agree on this.

You want what you want.

I just want not to get hurt.

Show me friendship is important to you.

Yeah, it is high school.

And compared to what

this high school bit is,

it is important."

We're Living In Repetition.

*I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong.*

Well, I know that you love me. But you are not showing me it at all.

Trying to twist things around so you look like the good guy is not the

right thing to do. It is too bad I don't know what I want, though.

*No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood *

Right, so this is how love works, mister. Take the things you like about

You. I know you have, like, a hundred. I actually have written proof.

Next, love them. Like how you love me. Then you can stick that love

Inside of me so it can grow into something amazing.

Like you.

*Remember when we first met,
And everything was still a bet
In love's game?*

I sure do. I mean, it has been like that since the beginning.

Well, at least, it has for me. So it is going to be hard to just change

It all at the drop of a hat. I do know, however, that is it better

For me. So now, all I have to do is let go.

Fuck.

*But right now
Everything is turning blue.*

Yeah, everything sucks.

*I gotta get out of here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake.*

This wasn't supposed to happen again. I got out of this once,

Why am I thrown back into it? Stupid high school.

*We're made out of blood and rust,
Looking for someone to trust,
Without a fight.*

I want to trust you, but I am not having the best

Time with that. I hope I can, but really, after all this..

I hope you can make things up to me.

*I think that you came too soon,
You're the honey and the moon
That lights
Up my night. *

At least I have a few amazing people right now.

*Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do? *

Every fucking thing makes me think of you!

Get lost, you punk!

*Ever since I've been with you,
You hold me up
All the time I've falling down.*

Goodness me, I love you so much.

Give me something to believe in."

The ABC's Of Growing Up.

What Will It Take To Make Or Break This Hint Of Love?

"Just as I am trying to drop you,

You show up fucking everywhere."

You're The Honey And The Moon.

"I wish that you realized the impact you have had on me,

And that you continue to have.

I only hope that maybe

I can mean a fraction to you

As you do to me."

I'm Alone In This

"Hey,

don't write yourself off yet,

it's only in your head

you feel left out,

and looked down on.

Since when do my feelings not apply?

Love is when you want the best for the other person, even when it hurts you.

Well, I obviously love you alot seeing as though this is hurting.

I wish you could just show me the same level of love

And just want what is the best for me, too.

What happened to the part of the song when

'everything,

everything will be just fine

everything,

everything will be alright'?"

A Fatal Attraction To Cuteness

"Love (luv):n. 1. A. An intense affectionate concern for another person. B. A passionate attraction. 2. A beloved person. 3. A strong liking or enthusiasm for something. 4. A zero score in tennis. 5. To feel love for - In love- Enamored. ~v Loved, loving."

I Really Wish I Could Forget The Way You Are.

"What's wrong, baby,

don't they treat you like they should?

Give me something to believe in,

A breath from the breathing

So write it down, I don't think that I'll close my eyes

'Cause lately I'm not dreaming

So what's the point in sleeping?

It's just that at night,

I've got nowhere to hide

So I write you a lullaby

A lullaby."

Now I Have No Room To Love Another.

"It's seems as though I am more lost then I could have imagined.

And I thought I was finally getting found."

Cheer Up.

"I always see who you could be.

'Grow up' is a term you have been hearing alot lately.

Maybe take it to heart and do something about it.

You are one of my bestest friends, and I love you.

Especially right now.

I am glad things have been like they were before,

only much, much better.

You are a crazy awesome boy, and I love that I

feel closer to you know.

I want to be even closer, but I don't know if you

will let me in.

All the stars are waiting."

It Started Feeling Like October.

"It is a new year for me.

And things are going to change."

I Am Slipping Through

"Where am I headed?"

Soon I'll Be Leaving You, But You Won't Be Leaving Me

"Drink up, baby, down

Mmm, are you in

or are you out?

Today was the first time in a long time that I didn't look for your name first when I came online. That either makes me really fickle,

or you totally replaceable.

Either way,

You are out."

But I Think I'm Letting Go

"There's alot that I don't know.

I don't understand you.

There's alot that I'm still learning.

I'm getting to know you.

How did we get here?

I don't even know where this is.

I'm alone in this, I'm as I've always been.

I know that you try to help, but I don't think you will ever get it.

I wish it wasn't true.

I wish I didn't have these feelings.

I'm so into you.

Which is stupid, really.

Can you hear me?"

Can You Tell Me What Was Ever Really Special About Me All This Time?

"~Would You Lie With Me And Just Forget The World? ICALPSM.

~Put Yourself In Her Position. OLB,YAAI.

~ We Can See That, God, You're Moving. TSMGH, ISPAL.

~ I'm A Stitch Away From Making It. MLALPMMFB.

~Those Three Words, Are Said Too Much, Though Not Enough. ILYSMLPNRAJC.

~Here In Your Perfect Eyes. WTFDILYLB.

~I Always See Who You Could Be. TBLBIAD,T.

Sometimes I just don't see it."

Everything Is Perfect From Far Away

"You make me so mad sometimes."

Lonely, Yeah, That's The Word.

"I am really sick of you treating me like this.

I am really tired of feeling this way because of you.

I am really confused with the way we are.

I am really annoyed at myself for letting things get this bad again.

Iloveyou."

We're One Mistake From Being Together.

You're hot, then you're cold.

Bitch.

You're yes, then you're no.

Which makes me really insecure.

You're in, and you're out.

I wish you would just make a decision

and stick with it.

You're up, and you're down.

And I wish you weren't so weird

and moody.

You're wrong when it's right.

Which is most of the time.

It's black, and it's white.

Can't you just choose?

We fight, we break up.

Not actually, but sort of.

We kiss, we make up.

I wish.

I'll Be The Princess.

"Things on my mind this evening.

1. I don't know where I stand with you. I still cannot

even describe the ways you have seriously changed

me for the better. I don't know whether or not you

want to be my friend, and it is really getting me down.

2. I cannot believe you would say that. I really thought

so much of the fact you were so against it. I told you

High school changes people.

Can you see it now?

3. I also want to add that I do not want you to change

what you are going to do because of me. I want you

to change it because it is the right thing to do.

I hope you find this out yourself.

4. I love you so much.

5. You are so, so, beautiful, and I want you never to

forget that.

And this message is to many girls out there who I

love so much.

6. I feel a great school-type friendship coming on with

you two ladies, and I am really glad. It won't really

fall into an out of school thing, but I think I am okay

with that.

7. I cannot be gladder to have God in my life.

And I'm On My Knees, Looking For The Answer.

"I need to know.

No more waiting.

Even if it isn't what I want."

There There, Baby, It's Just Textbook Stuff

"This is from an eposode of 'The Office.

Pam and Jim are talking about when they first started liking each other

Jim: Do you remember what you said to me, on my first day of work, just before you walked me over to my desk?


Pam: Yeah.. 'Enjoy this moment, because you're never going to go back to this time before you met your deskmate Dwight.'


Jim: That's when I knew. You?


Pam: You came up to my desk and you said, 'This might sound weird, and there's no reason for me to know this, but that mixed berry yogurt you're about to eat is expired.'


Jim: That was the moment that you knew you liked me?


Pam: Yep.


Jim: Wow. Can we make it a different moment?


Pam: Nope.

Fuck."

This Was Not My Idea.

"Once upon a time, there was this lovely Princess, who was so fair and beautiful,

and who would one day fall in love.

But, before I tell you about that, I should probably tell you the story

of how she came to be.

When the Princess was born, her parents were so happy. She was a beautiful baby,

and everyone knew she would grow up to do amazing things.

But some people were jealous of this baby, like the Evil Witch. In fact, the Witch was

so jealous, that she put a curse on the baby, so that when she grew up, she would

look in the mirror, and never see someone beautiful.

Now, the Princess grew up, and she became very sad. When she was older, she was

friends with so many beautiful princesses. How could she compare, being the

'ugly duckling' she was? It made her very unhappy.

Also, at this time, the young princesses everywhere went out looking

for knights and princes to court.

Since the Princess was so ugly, she locked herself away in a high tower,

with no mirrors, or pictures, or anything or anyone to remind her

of how ugly she was.

For years, the Princess stayed in the tower. She still tried to get the prince of her dreams,

Prince Charming,

but every time it turned into being someone else's prince. She didn't

understand why the princes and knights didn't waltz up to her

like they did with her beautiful friends. And so, she was sad.

And she sat

and waited

and waited

for her prince to come.

Now, during this time, the Good Fairy saw this happening, and she was disgusted.

She saw that the Evil Witch played a cruel trick on the Princess, for she was not

ugly at all! Rather, the Witch told the Princess she was to make her

unhappy. The Good Fairy knew she couldn't stand for this, so she flew up

the tower to see what she could do.

"Hey, princess, it is me, the Good Fairy.

Now, do you think by doing all this sulking

you are going to get a hot stuff Prince? No, so get up off your ass, and lookie here!

I have something for you."

The Princess frowned.

"Something to make me less ugly?"

"No stupid, better than that. It is.. err.."

The Good Fairy searched around in her pocket.

"This! It is this! This is the mirror of truth.

It shows you.. Umm.. who you really are!"

The Good Fairy lifted the mirror out of her pocket, but the Princess shut her eyes.

"There is not a chance I am going to look at my face. I know what the Evil

Witch said, and I know I am ugly."

"Look, idiot, you aren't ugly. Look in the mirror and see for yourself."

So, slowly and carefully, the princess opened one eye just a tad.

She looked at the mirror.

And opened both eyes.

"Hey! The mirror of truth says I'm not ugly! What was I thinking?!

I need to get out of this tower, I'm missing out!"

And with that, the Princess ran down the tower stairs, flung open the door,

ran full force out of the building.

Right into a passing Prince.

Knocking him and herself to the ground.

The Princess blushed,
"Oh, I am ever so sorry! My mistake."

"No no, it is all my fault, running into a beautiful lady like yourself."

The princess blushed again.

"Are you Prince Charming?"

She waited for the answer she knew she was looking for.

"No, I'm not, I do apologize,"

He said,

"But I think I'll do for now."

The princess smiled.

The prince winked.

He grabbed her hand,

jumped onto his stallion,

and they rode off.

And from this day, the Princess realized one thing.

Fuck Prince Charming.

She is hot shit, and he is missing out."

Take Me Away From This Torturous Land.

*Yesterday was not quite what it could have been
As were most of all the days before.

Yeah, you could say that.

*You're making a choice to live like this

At least, that is how I see it.

*How will we know if we just don't try.

Even though you are being a total ass, I still want to try.

*Put up, or shut up. We're not wasting time again.

If you ever talk about my friends that way again,
you can forget about us being friends.

*I always see who you could be

Even though you are immature and weird around other people,
I know you can be that total amazing person when we are together.

*You come this far, and you're broken

You have come such a long way, and I am so proud of you. I love you.

*I'm just trying to be a better version of me for you.

You have made me the beautiful person I am today, and you

don't even know it. I want to tell you how thankful I am that

you reintroduced God into my life.

I probably will.

There's Beauty In The Breakdown

"Life is so confusing at the moment.

Thankfully,

You know me like no one else,

You are amazing, like no one other,

You are the best friend,

You are always there for me,

And I am so glad to have You in my life.

~I could not be happier we are friends again. You are such an amazing person, who really has changed my life for the best.

~I love you, you silly boy. Cheer up, so many people need you more than you know.

~STUPID.

~My friends, they are the best."

And I'm Just Dreaming

"Magic

1. Power or influence exerted through this art: a wizard of great magic.

Lately my art has been so important. I live it, breathe it, and need it so much.

2. Any extraordinary or mystical influence, charm, power, etc. The magic in a great name; the magic of music; the magic of spring.

The charm you have over me, wow..

3. Mysteriously enchanting; magical: magic beauty.

I have the most beautiful, amazing friends ever.

4. Producing the effects of magic; magical: a magic touch.

Last night was completly gorgeous.

5. Possessing distinctive qualities that produce unaccountable or baffling effects.

Almost as baffling as you and I being an us.

6. Characteristic of something that works although no one really understands why.

I can only hope."

If You Knew What I Know, Would You Try?

"A Blog full of thoughts as scattered and random as how my brain is feeling.

*And You Had To Know That I Was Fond Of You.

* 'Was' being the term. I was actually fond of you, but I think that things are just too weird between us. It was way to awkward, and I don't think I see you that way.

*'Fond' being the term. I am merely fond of you at the moment. Nothing more, nothing less.

Which I suppose is better than not liking you at all. You should work on that.

* 'You' being the term. I really do want to go somewhere with you, being something with you. You make me want to be the best version of myself.

*So Guess What, I'm Done

I really don't think I need to follow everyone else's 'plans' for what I should do anymore. The only person who knows best is myself. Yes, I am more than happy getting advice, but there is someone up there, and He knows what he is doing, and that is who I am going to follow.

*The school is frustrating me right now, what with not being able to go on a field trip.

*You're the habit I can't quit, and as embarassing as that is, I really just can't stop. Look what crazy things you do to me, boii!

*Don't miss read the signs because I do not like you like that at all whatsoever.

*Stay strong. I know you don't understand why she had to do this, but honey boy, you will.

Remember how much we all love you, and how much I love you.

*Stay strong. I know he (and we)won't understand why you did this, but baby girl, I know it was the right choice.

Remember how much we all love you, and how much I love you.

If You Change Your Mind, I'm The First In Line

"Honey, I'm still free.

Take a chance on me.

Why I am still waiting around for you is completely

nuts of me, but I have my reasons.

Stupid girl.

'Sigh' is right."

A Heart Must Go Where It Belongs.

"If a heart must go where it belongs,

Then where does mine belong?

Is there a reason I can't get you off my mind?

This never was an issue before.

Maybe they are all right.

Maybe I should just go for you instead.

What if I think someone is wrong for me,

and don't know how I feel?"

You're So God Damn Young.

"*Konstantine - Something Corporate

This is to a girl who got into my head

with all the pretty things she said.

ML, NR, I love you so much. It sucks a lot that these shitty things have been happening to you. I really hope things start looking up for you, you beautiful girls.

*Someday - The Afters

Thoughts are fading, yet I wonder still.

I still don't really know where we stand. And I would like to. Perhaps you could let me know?

*As You Sleep - Something Corporate

I will lift you off your feet, I'll keep you from sinking.

am so glad we are best friends, LP. I know you are there to help me up when I am down, and you know I am always there for you. You truly are an amazing person, and deserve nothing but the best. I love you.

*Twilight - Thriving Ivory

But there is no use in right or wrong, a heart must go where it belongs.

Know that even though we might want something, or someone, that there is another plan for us. And in the long run, it will be amazing.

*Miss Sobriety - Cute Is What We Aim For.

Do you remember when we were friends, yeah all the way back then?

I am actually really glad, GH, that we are friends again, and that I actually have a positive reason for writing about you in my blog again. If you ever pull another asshole move on me, though, I will probably have to kick your ass.

*Do It For Me Now - Angels And Airwaves

Where the guy grabs the girl, and gives her his hand. Says, "Take me away from this torturous land."

Too bad I am an idiot.

*This Is How We Do - All Time Low

I'm just a face for every picture, a smile for your scrapbooks, and a story to be told.

I want to make a difference in your life. I want you to remember me.

*Angels On The Moon - Thriving Ivory

This is to one last day in the shadows.

So I have decided that I am done with being a big pussy like I am now. I want to be more confident. I am going to be this amazing new person,

starting now.

Show Me What It Looks Like.

"But there is no use in right or wrong

When a heart must go where it belongs."

You Make The Darkness Disappear

"Today was an amazing day.

Everything just went my way.

I can't wait for this year to progress.

I am so glad you can put this shit in the past and be my friend again.

I am so glad that things aren't weird.

I am completely content."

That Fear Is An Empty Fear Inside You.

• "So, pretty much, my life at this moment is a Georgia Nicolson novel. I think at this moment I completely understanding the meaning of being on 'the rack of pain in the oven of love'.
• I am completely in love with my friends at this moment. This includes ML, NR, KG, JC, TG, DBH, AL, LB, JP, BW, and especially LP. This school year is going to be fabulous with friends like you.
• So, basically, there is only certain things I can listen to lately on my lovely iPod. Most of which are songs that remind me of the people listed above.
• I hate the feeling that is in my stomach right now.
• Though it is a little nice since I haven't felt it in a long time.
• After talking to a few certain people, I am now sure of what I have to do, and totally not as nervous or worried about it.
• I completely loathe my English class.
• I feel an amazing tradition starting, JC, and I can't wait to keep it going.
• Though I love it too, I hate the way you make me feel.

I Just Need Light

"Agreed."

Just Take Away The Words I Say.

"~I _e _ _ _y _ike y_u, p_ _b_b_y t_ _ _uch f_ _ _y _wn g_ _d.

~ I _ _ s_ sc_ _ed _f y_u _e_ving me f_ _ him.

~ I _m th_nk_ng th_t g_ _de e_e_en is g_ing t_ be _m_zing.

~ I _m _nn_yed th_t I d_d n_t _sk h_m.

~ I _m _ls_ g_ _d I w_s n_t p_essu_ed w_en I w_sn't _e_dy.

~ _y tu_ _y is _ _ _ in _ _tte_f_ies, _nd _y b_ _in is ju_b_ed. The_e wi_ _ be _o s_ee_ t_n_gh_."