Cheer Up.

"I always see who you could be.

'Grow up' is a term you have been hearing alot lately.

Maybe take it to heart and do something about it.

You are one of my bestest friends, and I love you.

Especially right now.

I am glad things have been like they were before,

only much, much better.

You are a crazy awesome boy, and I love that I

feel closer to you know.

I want to be even closer, but I don't know if you

will let me in.

All the stars are waiting."

It Started Feeling Like October.

"It is a new year for me.

And things are going to change."

I Am Slipping Through

"Where am I headed?"

Soon I'll Be Leaving You, But You Won't Be Leaving Me

"Drink up, baby, down

Mmm, are you in

or are you out?

Today was the first time in a long time that I didn't look for your name first when I came online. That either makes me really fickle,

or you totally replaceable.

Either way,

You are out."

But I Think I'm Letting Go

"There's alot that I don't know.

I don't understand you.

There's alot that I'm still learning.

I'm getting to know you.

How did we get here?

I don't even know where this is.

I'm alone in this, I'm as I've always been.

I know that you try to help, but I don't think you will ever get it.

I wish it wasn't true.

I wish I didn't have these feelings.

I'm so into you.

Which is stupid, really.

Can you hear me?"

Can You Tell Me What Was Ever Really Special About Me All This Time?

"~Would You Lie With Me And Just Forget The World? ICALPSM.

~Put Yourself In Her Position. OLB,YAAI.

~ We Can See That, God, You're Moving. TSMGH, ISPAL.

~ I'm A Stitch Away From Making It. MLALPMMFB.

~Those Three Words, Are Said Too Much, Though Not Enough. ILYSMLPNRAJC.

~Here In Your Perfect Eyes. WTFDILYLB.

~I Always See Who You Could Be. TBLBIAD,T.

Sometimes I just don't see it."

Everything Is Perfect From Far Away

"You make me so mad sometimes."

Lonely, Yeah, That's The Word.

"I am really sick of you treating me like this.

I am really tired of feeling this way because of you.

I am really confused with the way we are.

I am really annoyed at myself for letting things get this bad again.

Iloveyou."

We're One Mistake From Being Together.

You're hot, then you're cold.

Bitch.

You're yes, then you're no.

Which makes me really insecure.

You're in, and you're out.

I wish you would just make a decision

and stick with it.

You're up, and you're down.

And I wish you weren't so weird

and moody.

You're wrong when it's right.

Which is most of the time.

It's black, and it's white.

Can't you just choose?

We fight, we break up.

Not actually, but sort of.

We kiss, we make up.

I wish.

I'll Be The Princess.

"Things on my mind this evening.

1. I don't know where I stand with you. I still cannot

even describe the ways you have seriously changed

me for the better. I don't know whether or not you

want to be my friend, and it is really getting me down.

2. I cannot believe you would say that. I really thought

so much of the fact you were so against it. I told you

High school changes people.

Can you see it now?

3. I also want to add that I do not want you to change

what you are going to do because of me. I want you

to change it because it is the right thing to do.

I hope you find this out yourself.

4. I love you so much.

5. You are so, so, beautiful, and I want you never to

forget that.

And this message is to many girls out there who I

love so much.

6. I feel a great school-type friendship coming on with

you two ladies, and I am really glad. It won't really

fall into an out of school thing, but I think I am okay

with that.

7. I cannot be gladder to have God in my life.

And I'm On My Knees, Looking For The Answer.

"I need to know.

No more waiting.

Even if it isn't what I want."

There There, Baby, It's Just Textbook Stuff

"This is from an eposode of 'The Office.

Pam and Jim are talking about when they first started liking each other

Jim: Do you remember what you said to me, on my first day of work, just before you walked me over to my desk?


Pam: Yeah.. 'Enjoy this moment, because you're never going to go back to this time before you met your deskmate Dwight.'


Jim: That's when I knew. You?


Pam: You came up to my desk and you said, 'This might sound weird, and there's no reason for me to know this, but that mixed berry yogurt you're about to eat is expired.'


Jim: That was the moment that you knew you liked me?


Pam: Yep.


Jim: Wow. Can we make it a different moment?


Pam: Nope.

Fuck."

This Was Not My Idea.

"Once upon a time, there was this lovely Princess, who was so fair and beautiful,

and who would one day fall in love.

But, before I tell you about that, I should probably tell you the story

of how she came to be.

When the Princess was born, her parents were so happy. She was a beautiful baby,

and everyone knew she would grow up to do amazing things.

But some people were jealous of this baby, like the Evil Witch. In fact, the Witch was

so jealous, that she put a curse on the baby, so that when she grew up, she would

look in the mirror, and never see someone beautiful.

Now, the Princess grew up, and she became very sad. When she was older, she was

friends with so many beautiful princesses. How could she compare, being the

'ugly duckling' she was? It made her very unhappy.

Also, at this time, the young princesses everywhere went out looking

for knights and princes to court.

Since the Princess was so ugly, she locked herself away in a high tower,

with no mirrors, or pictures, or anything or anyone to remind her

of how ugly she was.

For years, the Princess stayed in the tower. She still tried to get the prince of her dreams,

Prince Charming,

but every time it turned into being someone else's prince. She didn't

understand why the princes and knights didn't waltz up to her

like they did with her beautiful friends. And so, she was sad.

And she sat

and waited

and waited

for her prince to come.

Now, during this time, the Good Fairy saw this happening, and she was disgusted.

She saw that the Evil Witch played a cruel trick on the Princess, for she was not

ugly at all! Rather, the Witch told the Princess she was to make her

unhappy. The Good Fairy knew she couldn't stand for this, so she flew up

the tower to see what she could do.

"Hey, princess, it is me, the Good Fairy.

Now, do you think by doing all this sulking

you are going to get a hot stuff Prince? No, so get up off your ass, and lookie here!

I have something for you."

The Princess frowned.

"Something to make me less ugly?"

"No stupid, better than that. It is.. err.."

The Good Fairy searched around in her pocket.

"This! It is this! This is the mirror of truth.

It shows you.. Umm.. who you really are!"

The Good Fairy lifted the mirror out of her pocket, but the Princess shut her eyes.

"There is not a chance I am going to look at my face. I know what the Evil

Witch said, and I know I am ugly."

"Look, idiot, you aren't ugly. Look in the mirror and see for yourself."

So, slowly and carefully, the princess opened one eye just a tad.

She looked at the mirror.

And opened both eyes.

"Hey! The mirror of truth says I'm not ugly! What was I thinking?!

I need to get out of this tower, I'm missing out!"

And with that, the Princess ran down the tower stairs, flung open the door,

ran full force out of the building.

Right into a passing Prince.

Knocking him and herself to the ground.

The Princess blushed,
"Oh, I am ever so sorry! My mistake."

"No no, it is all my fault, running into a beautiful lady like yourself."

The princess blushed again.

"Are you Prince Charming?"

She waited for the answer she knew she was looking for.

"No, I'm not, I do apologize,"

He said,

"But I think I'll do for now."

The princess smiled.

The prince winked.

He grabbed her hand,

jumped onto his stallion,

and they rode off.

And from this day, the Princess realized one thing.

Fuck Prince Charming.

She is hot shit, and he is missing out."