It's Funny How Life Is Seldom What You Plan.

"Ten Goals of Summer 09:

10. Get my learners.

9. Consider getting some sort of job.

8. Totally decorate my room at my dad's house.

7. Have a Quentin Tarantino party.

6. Have an amazing time at grad.

5. Get my perm.

4. Go to camp and further my relationship with God.

3. Look into post secondary options.

2. Get baptised.

1. Reconnect with the people who love me,

and move on from the people who don't."

Wait For Something Better

"You've got to be stronger than the story.

It is time I focus on the people who care about me and who need me in my life like how I need them. I am going to start building up relationships I need, and tearing down the ones I don't. I am almost done grade 11, and I am going to make this summer one of finding friends who should be a part of my life. Grade 12 will be different, that I am sure of."

We Are A Beautiful Letdown, Painfully Uncool.

"It was a beautiful letdown
When I crashed and burned
When I found myself alone, unknown and hurt
It was a beautiful letdown
The day I knew
That all the riches this world had to offer me
Would never do

In a world full of bitter pain and bitter doubt
I was trying so hard to fit in, fit in
Until I found out
That I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I will carry a cross and a song
Where I don't belong, I don't belong

I don't belong here. I don't fit in,

and I need to find my place.

No more trying, I know where I fit

in is where I am meant to stay."