Take Me Away From This Torturous Land.

*Yesterday was not quite what it could have been
As were most of all the days before.

Yeah, you could say that.

*You're making a choice to live like this

At least, that is how I see it.

*How will we know if we just don't try.

Even though you are being a total ass, I still want to try.

*Put up, or shut up. We're not wasting time again.

If you ever talk about my friends that way again,
you can forget about us being friends.

*I always see who you could be

Even though you are immature and weird around other people,
I know you can be that total amazing person when we are together.

*You come this far, and you're broken

You have come such a long way, and I am so proud of you. I love you.

*I'm just trying to be a better version of me for you.

You have made me the beautiful person I am today, and you

don't even know it. I want to tell you how thankful I am that

you reintroduced God into my life.

I probably will.

There's Beauty In The Breakdown

"Life is so confusing at the moment.

Thankfully,

You know me like no one else,

You are amazing, like no one other,

You are the best friend,

You are always there for me,

And I am so glad to have You in my life.

~I could not be happier we are friends again. You are such an amazing person, who really has changed my life for the best.

~I love you, you silly boy. Cheer up, so many people need you more than you know.

~STUPID.

~My friends, they are the best."

And I'm Just Dreaming

"Magic

1. Power or influence exerted through this art: a wizard of great magic.

Lately my art has been so important. I live it, breathe it, and need it so much.

2. Any extraordinary or mystical influence, charm, power, etc. The magic in a great name; the magic of music; the magic of spring.

The charm you have over me, wow..

3. Mysteriously enchanting; magical: magic beauty.

I have the most beautiful, amazing friends ever.

4. Producing the effects of magic; magical: a magic touch.

Last night was completly gorgeous.

5. Possessing distinctive qualities that produce unaccountable or baffling effects.

Almost as baffling as you and I being an us.

6. Characteristic of something that works although no one really understands why.

I can only hope."

If You Knew What I Know, Would You Try?

"A Blog full of thoughts as scattered and random as how my brain is feeling.

*And You Had To Know That I Was Fond Of You.

* 'Was' being the term. I was actually fond of you, but I think that things are just too weird between us. It was way to awkward, and I don't think I see you that way.

*'Fond' being the term. I am merely fond of you at the moment. Nothing more, nothing less.

Which I suppose is better than not liking you at all. You should work on that.

* 'You' being the term. I really do want to go somewhere with you, being something with you. You make me want to be the best version of myself.

*So Guess What, I'm Done

I really don't think I need to follow everyone else's 'plans' for what I should do anymore. The only person who knows best is myself. Yes, I am more than happy getting advice, but there is someone up there, and He knows what he is doing, and that is who I am going to follow.

*The school is frustrating me right now, what with not being able to go on a field trip.

*You're the habit I can't quit, and as embarassing as that is, I really just can't stop. Look what crazy things you do to me, boii!

*Don't miss read the signs because I do not like you like that at all whatsoever.

*Stay strong. I know you don't understand why she had to do this, but honey boy, you will.

Remember how much we all love you, and how much I love you.

*Stay strong. I know he (and we)won't understand why you did this, but baby girl, I know it was the right choice.

Remember how much we all love you, and how much I love you.

If You Change Your Mind, I'm The First In Line

"Honey, I'm still free.

Take a chance on me.

Why I am still waiting around for you is completely

nuts of me, but I have my reasons.

Stupid girl.

'Sigh' is right."

A Heart Must Go Where It Belongs.

"If a heart must go where it belongs,

Then where does mine belong?

Is there a reason I can't get you off my mind?

This never was an issue before.

Maybe they are all right.

Maybe I should just go for you instead.

What if I think someone is wrong for me,

and don't know how I feel?"

You're So God Damn Young.

"*Konstantine - Something Corporate

This is to a girl who got into my head

with all the pretty things she said.

ML, NR, I love you so much. It sucks a lot that these shitty things have been happening to you. I really hope things start looking up for you, you beautiful girls.

*Someday - The Afters

Thoughts are fading, yet I wonder still.

I still don't really know where we stand. And I would like to. Perhaps you could let me know?

*As You Sleep - Something Corporate

I will lift you off your feet, I'll keep you from sinking.

am so glad we are best friends, LP. I know you are there to help me up when I am down, and you know I am always there for you. You truly are an amazing person, and deserve nothing but the best. I love you.

*Twilight - Thriving Ivory

But there is no use in right or wrong, a heart must go where it belongs.

Know that even though we might want something, or someone, that there is another plan for us. And in the long run, it will be amazing.

*Miss Sobriety - Cute Is What We Aim For.

Do you remember when we were friends, yeah all the way back then?

I am actually really glad, GH, that we are friends again, and that I actually have a positive reason for writing about you in my blog again. If you ever pull another asshole move on me, though, I will probably have to kick your ass.

*Do It For Me Now - Angels And Airwaves

Where the guy grabs the girl, and gives her his hand. Says, "Take me away from this torturous land."

Too bad I am an idiot.

*This Is How We Do - All Time Low

I'm just a face for every picture, a smile for your scrapbooks, and a story to be told.

I want to make a difference in your life. I want you to remember me.

*Angels On The Moon - Thriving Ivory

This is to one last day in the shadows.

So I have decided that I am done with being a big pussy like I am now. I want to be more confident. I am going to be this amazing new person,

starting now.

Show Me What It Looks Like.

"But there is no use in right or wrong

When a heart must go where it belongs."

You Make The Darkness Disappear

"Today was an amazing day.

Everything just went my way.

I can't wait for this year to progress.

I am so glad you can put this shit in the past and be my friend again.

I am so glad that things aren't weird.

I am completely content."

That Fear Is An Empty Fear Inside You.

• "So, pretty much, my life at this moment is a Georgia Nicolson novel. I think at this moment I completely understanding the meaning of being on 'the rack of pain in the oven of love'.
• I am completely in love with my friends at this moment. This includes ML, NR, KG, JC, TG, DBH, AL, LB, JP, BW, and especially LP. This school year is going to be fabulous with friends like you.
• So, basically, there is only certain things I can listen to lately on my lovely iPod. Most of which are songs that remind me of the people listed above.
• I hate the feeling that is in my stomach right now.
• Though it is a little nice since I haven't felt it in a long time.
• After talking to a few certain people, I am now sure of what I have to do, and totally not as nervous or worried about it.
• I completely loathe my English class.
• I feel an amazing tradition starting, JC, and I can't wait to keep it going.
• Though I love it too, I hate the way you make me feel.