I Watch The Proverbial Sunrise

"I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been.

It's the season of Lent now. And I am giving up the way I have been.

I am going to stop the things hurting myself and others.

I am going to restrengthen the postive relationships in my life.

And I am going to cut out the negative ones.

I need to find God again, and I think he wants me to find him too.

I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again."

I Know You Get So Scared When Life Starts To Crumble

Lost and insecure,

You found me, {you found me}

Lying on the floor,

Surrounded, {surrounded}

Why'd you have to wait?

Where were you? {Where were you?}

Just a little late,

You found me, {you found me}

Sounds good to me."

Where Ever You Are, You're An Angel For Me.

"Anyone can be beautiful. It's not about the clothing, the hair, the make-up. It's about the way your smile radiates warmth, or dancing when you're excited, no matter who's watching. How to be beautiful? There are no guidelines, and anyone who tells you otherwise is telling you how to be pretty. Pretty and beautiful are not synonyms. Pretty is a but an adjective, whereas beautiful is so much more. Beautiful is a sunset, or the rain, or being in love. Beautiful is singing in the shower, running at night, and laughing out-loud. Beautiful is the way a flower smells, or the feel of their skin. I'm sorry if you disagree, but this is the best I could describe such a, well, beautiful word.

An appropriate response:

'You're beautiful.'
'I love you too.' "

She's So Sure.

"Thank you for being so considerate of me and my feelings.

I love you so much.

{Get better so I can see you}"

I'm Permanently Blue For You.

"I can't hide that I rely on you like yellow does on blue."

Did You Know I Miss You?

"And I wonder, if I'm just built this way?

(It would explain alot)

Because every man that I know makes me feel like I'm to blame.

(Not that guys actually think of me ever)

When it's over, me and my selfish ways,

(I just want everyone else to be happy)

Go back to start again.

(So here I go again)

She wishes God would give her some answers.

And make her feel beautiful.

I remember feeling low .

I remember losing hope.

And I remember all the feelings.

And the day they stopped.

I don't think people get why I do what I do. I don't have a choice, you know? It is just something that has to be done. It is more important to me than myself. And maybe one day, I'll be rewarded for trying to do the best thing. You never know."

You're What Keeps Me Believing

"I can't do anything right anymore, can I?

Yep, pretty much sums me up."

Breathe, And I'll Carry You Away.

I'm Just A Fucked Up Girl Looking For My Own Piece Of Mind, I'm Not Perfect.

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."

You Just Need To Be Surrounded By Those Who Believe In You.

"Right now is not a time for me to be alone.

I'm praying so hard right now that I can be safe in this."

Cheer Up.

"Things couldn't get too much worse.

Though I shouldn't jinx it, because now they probably will.

I've never understood how you feel more than I do now."

Some Might Say That Sunshine Follows Thunder.

"They say if you love something, set it free.

If it comes back, it's yours.

Lets hope you come back.

If you love
something,

set it free.

If it doesn't

come back to you

He probably

told the cops."

Here We Are, Dusting Down The Stars

"I am feeling so strange right now.

{An array of emotion}

I am unsure how to act,

{And not just in drama}

I'm unsure how to feel

{I feel you in my heart, I feel your heart}

I feel so lost and disconnected

{Let's connect and realign}"

Some Might Say.

"We will find a brighter day.

And you are my superhero all the time."

I Am Not Into The Idea Of Being Without You.

"I had a really fantastic weekend

and spent it with some amazing friends."

I Don't Know What's Right And What's Real Anymore.

"Make me believe, lie if you have to.

Stay here forever, tell me this won't end.

Make me believe, know that I need you.

Don't leave me alone here.

This doesn't have to end. "