And Fuck Yeah We Can Live Like This

"Thank you. You don't even understand how much this simple act on your half means to me."

The Trees In The Moonshine Are A Dark Lattice.

"There seems to be alot going on right now

and I hope everyone makes the right decisions.

Just so you know, I am here if you ever need anything."

Could This Be Out Of Line?

"Do you not understand? Or are you purposely trying

to make my life hell?

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

I don't even understand why I still even think about you,

and about this.

Don't you think I should be the one you apologize to,

over everyone else?"

This Is How I Feel, And It's So Surreal.

"My life at the moment.

* I had the most amazing time in Arizona.

* I don't know why, but I love Okotoks.

* It makes me sad when I read my friends blogs, and I can tell who they are about. And they aren't about me.

* Which actually makes me sound a little immature, but I just don't feel quite appreciated sometimes.

* I have a ton of people I need to hang out with.

* You give me butterflies.

* I want to stop thinking about you, but I can't seem to.

* Fuck fuck fuckity fuck. You just drive me insane!

* Listen to what N and I have to say. We know well, and we mean well. Trust us.

* I think that people don't think I am trustworthy because I have said a few things I shouldn't have in the past. They don't realize that I say them only with good intentions.

* They also don't realize what others have told me which I have never repeated. Ever.

* I am really quite content at the moment. Well, mostly content at the moment.

* Then again, I am overtired and it is 12:30 at night.

* I miss the heat already.

I know this may sound silly, but I honestly think that you bring out a different me. I want to be a better person because of you. And it isn't that I want to change for you, because that is immature. You just make me feel so different. And I like it."

God It Was Strange To See You Again.

"Just a quick note - It isn't often that I blog a whole song worth of lyrics because I think it is cheesy and lame and very twelve-year-old-ish (no offense anyone) but I found that these apply very much to me at this present moment. Go download the song if you'd like, it is very pretty.

Fallen Man - Relient K.

As you push it up through the soil,

I will shake your filthy hand
You may be dead to me,

but that don’t mean we can’t be friends.

And now it’s time to get over this,

as long as it’s clear you understand
That I will never trust

a single thing you say again.

Because the judge of you

is someone I could never be
Is why you should thank the Lord

that it is him and it’s not me.

Don’t give up, it’s not the end,

there’s hope for every fallen man
To pick themselves up

when they think they can
Because with every passing second

comes a second chance,

You stole so much from me

and there is nothing left to take
Save a heart, learn a lesson on how

to not make the same mistake.

And you may be delirious

but that is something that will fade
After you confess that this mess

is all something that you made

Because the judge of you

is someone I could never be
Is why you should thank

the Lord that it is him and it’s not me.

Don’t give up, it’s not the end,

there’s hope for every fallen man
To pick themselves up

when they think they can.

Because with every passing second

comes a second chance,
Don’t give up, it’s not the end,

you’ll get back on your feet again.

Forgiveness can be given

when you think it can
Cause with every passing second

comes a second chance.

Take a good look at yourself and know,

you’ve got yourself a ways to go
But difficult is not impossible,

you can take back all the lost control.

Take a good look at yourself and see,

that you’ll emerge eventually
As long as your heart’s

not too far gone,
from the only thing that

can save you from yourself.

Forgiveness can be given

when you think it can
Because with every passing second

comes a second chance.

Don’t give up, it’s not the end,

there’s hope for every fallen man
To pick themselves up when

they think they can.

Because with every passing second

comes a second chance,
Don’t give up, it’s not the end,

you’ll get back on your feet again.

Forgiveness can be given

when you think it can
Cause with every passing second

comes a second chance."

I Can Smell The Death On The Sheets Covering Me.

"I wish I could just tell you what I am really thinking and feeling

about this entire situation.
I also wish this didn't apply to so many people."

There's A Million Different Ways To Go

"Let's try this again.

* I wish YWNSD

* I wish WWDN

* I wish ICGODBH

* I wish ICGOLD

*I wish LDWNSAD,ATHWJS

*I wish TBFKG,NR,AMLWTBS

*I wish YWGOK

*I wish JMWCTWT

*I wish TIDNSYK

*I wish I didn't have so many wishes"


"When I tell people that I don't think marriage is for me... What I really mean is that I don't think anyone will ever love me."

I'm Following Myself, Just This Once.

" * I don't think I can trust him yet because of how you treated me.

* I didn't want to see that happen.

* I want to tell you how I actually feel, but I know it will make you unhappy.

* If anyone asks me if I wrote one of these about them, I will say no. Even if it is.

* I want you and him to get together.

* You aren't the person I remember you being before.

* I liked that person better.

* I am listen to a song ovwer and over which reminds me of you even though it makes me feel like I am going to throw up.

* That was supposed to be me."

I've Got Friends Who, Will Help Me Pull Through

"Siobhan; This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen. says:
how do you do accents on the computer?

Annaaaa. says:
um

Annaaaa. says:
like which

Siobhan; This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen. says:
my a

Siobhan; This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen. says:
for my name

Annaaaa. says:
french would be like

Annaaaa. says:
zee computahh"

You Might Think I'm Loosing My Mind

"What a day."

I Will Never Let You Fall, I'll Stand Up With You Forever

"I send out my many apologies to the friends I have been neglecting and not hanging out with this past week. I just needed some time away from the drama. Please forgive me, because I love you all so much; AL, BW, JC, NR, JK, LP, and DBH. I love everyone else too, just so you know."

Every Breathe You Take, Every Move You Make.

" I hate doing the right thing."

I Wake Up In The Morning And My Heart Is On Fire

"Ways To Annoy Your Daughter To Get Her Out Of Bed

1. Come into her room singing to her to wake up.

2. Pull off all her covers and jump into the bed with her.

3. Bring ths dogs up also so they can tackle her.

4. Allow one of the dogs to chew on her toes.

5. Open up all the curtains.

6. With a permanent marker, draw happy faces on her toes."

Can You Make This Last?

* My iPod is broken.
* I like you.
* You are acting strange and I'm not rather fond of you at the moment.
* I would never, never, give you a handjob. This may be a little obscene to write in my blog, but it is equally as obscene as you telling people I wanted to.
* You and I are going to be very good friends.
* I love you, and know I haven't said it to you in a while.
* This week has been pretty much awesome.
* Next weekend will also be awesome.

But At Least The War Is Over

Or did I just blow your mind?

"This has been the most fabulous week that I have had in a long time. Just want to say how much I love my lovlies, NR, DBH, AL, JC, ML, GH, CC, MC, KG, JP, LD (surprisingly), LP, Mutti, and Vati. These people have muchly contributed to my week of AWESOME. So thank you kindly."

Your Lips Sealed Tight, Ready To Begin.

I didn't loose my mind, it was mine to give away.

Breakdown, rebound, this could be my last goodbye.

How about how good it feels to finally forgive you.

There is a secret that we keep, I won't sleep if you won't sleep.

And you see it's hard for me to breathe, when I get all worked up with these feelings.

We're just so stuck in this moment it's clear that we are coming undone.

I swear I didn't mean for it to feel like this.

The consequence of sounds.

You Had To Know That I Was Fond Of You, Fond Of Why-Oh-You.

" 'That's all you need? Easy. I love you. Okay? Want it louder? I love you. Spell it out, should I? I ell-oh-vee-ee why-oh-you. Want it backwards? You love I.' - Westley, The Princess Bride

This happens to be my favorite part of "The Princess Bride" at the moment.

Damn love stories and their cheesey romantic lines."

If You Change Your Mind, I'm The First In Line

~ I hope the weather stays this nice.

~ I hope you figure out things with the boy.

~ I hope you like me.

~ I hope you listen to _i_o_e and stop being such an ass.

~ I hope I get a job at the art studio.

~ I hope it is nice in Arizona.

~ I hope you don't pick Quebec.

~ I hope you and him are all sorted out.