Back To The Age Of Innocence

"I really hate how, because I am doing a mature, responsible thing

and not drinking underage

gets me uninvited to everything.

{I mean, how ridiculous.}

{It is illegal, you realize.}

I still like parties.

I still like hanging out with my friends.

And it is really shitty you just forget about me.

I'll remember the next time I set my morals.

{Really, do I have to be a drug addicted drunk whore?}

Lately you have been acting like the person I hate

Who spends their whole weekends getting drunk.

I hope this stops soon.

{Is it merely just a phase?}

Sue me for wanting to remeber high school."

And It's Always Times Like These When I Think Of You And I Wonder If You Ever Think Of Me.

"I don't know how I can stand it at times.

I just want to run into your arms

And tell you it will all be okay.

It will be okay.

Because I love you so much, and you,

Well you are amazing.

And truthfully, I don't know how I

Contain myself half the time.

Please know, things will come for you.

I always have your back.

The days when I see you happy

Are some of the best.

I don't know how I live without you at times.

Just remember that all you need is a little push

And I am always here to give it to you.

Not that you aren't already there."

And You're Just The Girl All The Boys Want To Dance With.

-I.Would.Like.To.Thank.You.For.Showing.Me-

-A.Part.Of.Myself.That.I've.Never.Seen-

Everything Was Still A Bet In Love's Game.

{And I could never tell you how I really feel,

And for that I eternally apologize}

{Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun

And I guess these things just tend to fall apart}

{With the harsh cold and the jealousy running through my bones,

We were both selfish, but I think I was more}

I Remember All The Feelings And The Day They Stopped.

"And today was the day."

You're More To Me Than What I Know How To Say.

Cheer up, you are worse off than you figure

Am I really?

But you are loved anyway and I always see who you could be

Always, no matter what stunt you pull.

All the stars are waiting for you to shine

Go on, do it.

And your heart is beating to find it's home in mine.

Whoever you are.

Stand up, you are stronger than you figure.

Come on, Siobhan.

You just need to be surrounded by those who believe in you.

Which I am, actually.

You've got to know that I won't throw stones your way.

Even though I sort of want to beat you.

All creation waits for you to take your place, take your place.

I'll find it with whomever it is supposed to be with.

Wake up it's time to dream bigger .

Bigger than you, bigger than me.

Wake up it's time.

Everything You Want Is Wrong.

"I think we both define friendship differently.

If this isn't about love, then it isn't about anything.

I love my friends.

They love me.

And if you can't return the love I deserve,

then I suppose we don't have the friendship I thought we did.

I love you and will give anything up for you.

I expect the same.

You are the one who always told me to only take what I deserve,

Not to let others just walk all over me.

So that is what I am doing.

Someone if going to get hurt here.

I am feeling it is myself.

What have I done to get this much shit dumped all over me?

Number six.

Wow.

This is about more than a boy.

This is about our friendship.

If we don't have that, we have nothing.

Justify - to defend or uphold as warranted or well-grounded.

Meaning to try to make something you do sound good

When it actually isn't.

Love is wanting the best for the other person.

Even if it kills.

I want the best for you,

For both of you.

But shouldn't I only get the same in return?

Look at what has happened in the past.

Does that mean nothing to you?

Shows me how much I mean to you.

I don't see how we agree on this.

You want what you want.

I just want not to get hurt.

Show me friendship is important to you.

Yeah, it is high school.

And compared to what

this high school bit is,

it is important."

We're Living In Repetition.

*I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong.*

Well, I know that you love me. But you are not showing me it at all.

Trying to twist things around so you look like the good guy is not the

right thing to do. It is too bad I don't know what I want, though.

*No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood *

Right, so this is how love works, mister. Take the things you like about

You. I know you have, like, a hundred. I actually have written proof.

Next, love them. Like how you love me. Then you can stick that love

Inside of me so it can grow into something amazing.

Like you.

*Remember when we first met,
And everything was still a bet
In love's game?*

I sure do. I mean, it has been like that since the beginning.

Well, at least, it has for me. So it is going to be hard to just change

It all at the drop of a hat. I do know, however, that is it better

For me. So now, all I have to do is let go.

Fuck.

*But right now
Everything is turning blue.*

Yeah, everything sucks.

*I gotta get out of here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake.*

This wasn't supposed to happen again. I got out of this once,

Why am I thrown back into it? Stupid high school.

*We're made out of blood and rust,
Looking for someone to trust,
Without a fight.*

I want to trust you, but I am not having the best

Time with that. I hope I can, but really, after all this..

I hope you can make things up to me.

*I think that you came too soon,
You're the honey and the moon
That lights
Up my night. *

At least I have a few amazing people right now.

*Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do? *

Every fucking thing makes me think of you!

Get lost, you punk!

*Ever since I've been with you,
You hold me up
All the time I've falling down.*

Goodness me, I love you so much.

Give me something to believe in."

The ABC's Of Growing Up.

What Will It Take To Make Or Break This Hint Of Love?

"Just as I am trying to drop you,

You show up fucking everywhere."

You're The Honey And The Moon.

"I wish that you realized the impact you have had on me,

And that you continue to have.

I only hope that maybe

I can mean a fraction to you

As you do to me."

I'm Alone In This

"Hey,

don't write yourself off yet,

it's only in your head

you feel left out,

and looked down on.

Since when do my feelings not apply?

Love is when you want the best for the other person, even when it hurts you.

Well, I obviously love you alot seeing as though this is hurting.

I wish you could just show me the same level of love

And just want what is the best for me, too.

What happened to the part of the song when

'everything,

everything will be just fine

everything,

everything will be alright'?"

A Fatal Attraction To Cuteness

"Love (luv):n. 1. A. An intense affectionate concern for another person. B. A passionate attraction. 2. A beloved person. 3. A strong liking or enthusiasm for something. 4. A zero score in tennis. 5. To feel love for - In love- Enamored. ~v Loved, loving."

I Really Wish I Could Forget The Way You Are.

"What's wrong, baby,

don't they treat you like they should?

Give me something to believe in,

A breath from the breathing

So write it down, I don't think that I'll close my eyes

'Cause lately I'm not dreaming

So what's the point in sleeping?

It's just that at night,

I've got nowhere to hide

So I write you a lullaby

A lullaby."

Now I Have No Room To Love Another.

"It's seems as though I am more lost then I could have imagined.

And I thought I was finally getting found."