Monday, November 17, 2008

Everything You Want Is Wrong.


"I think we both define friendship differently.
If this isn't about love, then it isn't about anything.
I love my friends.
They love me.
And if you can't return the love I deserve,
then I suppose we don't have the friendship I thought we did.

I love you and will give anything up for you.
I expect the same.
You are the one who always told me to only take what I deserve,
Not to let others just walk all over me.
So that is what I am doing.


Someone if going to get hurt here.
I am feeling it is myself.


What have I done to get this much shit dumped all over me?
Number six.
Wow.


This is about more than a boy.
This is about our friendship.
If we don't have that, we have nothing.
Justify - to defend or uphold as warranted or well-grounded.
Meaning to try to make something you do sound good
When it actually isn't.
Love is wanting the best for the other person.
Even if it kills.
I want the best for you,
For both of you.
But shouldn't I only get the same in return?
Look at what has happened in the past.
Does that mean nothing to you?
Shows me how much I mean to you.
I don't see how we agree on this.
You want what you want.
I just want not to get hurt.
Show me friendship is important to you.
Yeah, it is high school.
And compared to what
this high school bit is,
it is important."

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