Friday, December 5, 2008

Don't Let Me Down.

"Last time I checked,
Princesses who went to the ball

Didn't wind up like this.

A few things fucked about life at the moment.

1. I went to a ball without a fucking prince.

2. We have never fought before, but right now I am just so.. Frustrated with you. I wish I just knew what to do about it, but I don't. I love so you so much, which is why this is so confusing.

3. I don't get invited places because I don't drink. Actually, that is a lie. I don't get invited places because people don't seem to give a shit.

4. I do not feel like anyone cares about me at this moment.

5. My one friend has let a relationship come between us and I haven't talked to him or seen him in weeks. And it is making me want to scream and pull out my hair.

5. I spend all my time at school with a boy who doesn't even like me 99% of the time.

6. He is also the boy who has made me the Christian I am today. Which is really a trait you want the person who affected your faith the most to have, eh? Complete dislike?

7. I am not even good looking.

So yeah, everything sucks and is lame. Which is just so fabulous, really.

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