You Can Breathe, You Can Breathe Now.

"And Fuck Yeah, We Can Live Like This

~ I think that all my anger for you in gone. And to be truthfully honest, I was the maddest when I knew you were saying stuff about my sweetest peas. I just want you to say that you fucked up and apologize so we can move on. I miss your killer advice and fun chats. I miss being your friend. Please do the right thing.. I know I will if you do.

~ You are the cutest thing I have ever befriended. We should totally date because you are SO awesome! Plus you have an amazing ass.. And great hair.. And sweet clothes.. And a pretty good taste in music.. And your hilarious.. etc.

~ M_ _ i_h, I can't wait to be friendlets with you! You seem so awesome and fun and like someone I could totally get along with! I think we need to hang sometime because I am really enjoying your company, plus you are ridiculously nice and cool!

~ So, L_ _ a_ Now that you are with _a_ _e_, I am glad you rejected me. I think it really was good for both of us. Plus, you and her go so much better together! A_ _ _ bringing you to the zoo was the best thing that ever happened for us (meaning you and me, although everyone else enjoyed it too!).

~ I love you, I love you, I love you, _i_ _ _e, A_ _ _, and _a_i_l. I love you, _i_ _ _e, because you have been there for me this whole time, even when my love life was going mucho bonne and yours was sucking the big one. You really really rock. And you are also so strong, and I basically love you to bits. I love you, A_ _ _, because you are totally helpful and advicely, and you just want whats best for me. Plus you help me calm down by a million! I love you, _a_i_l, for apologizing to me. I feel totally cool with you again... I missed being your friend!

~ I love my new iPod video. It is my baby. I don't care that is it massive. Oh and _a_ _e_, I think you should make me a new cover for it because I loved my old one SO much!!

~ I love my teeth.

~ _a_a, I love you. Please feel better. You are too sweet to let your boyfriend get you down. I am praying for your family everyday too! I don't really want you to blow me off, but I get it if you have too. This is a tough time for you.

~ I actually really want to work at the Hospice. I am excited to start tomorrow!

~ No spending until I go to the states for you, Siobhanie!

~ Even though what _ _ v_ said was a lie about you two, I think it should happen anyways. It would be so, good. Although, _i_ _ _e, I would like you to get with that other boy.

~ I'm glad my binder broke. I hated it for some reason. My new one is a trillion times better.

~ I didn't want to admit it, but I think I have a smidged bit of a crush on you. You are just so sweet and I muchly think we should date!

~This blog is ridiculously long, but I only have 2 more things to say, so pleeease read the rest! :D

~ J_ _, _ _ _ s, C_ _ i_, _r_ _ i_, I don't want you to do the things you are planning. I am so worried something bad will happen to you, and I would never, never, want something like that to happen. Please be careful.

~ I am happy right now. I hope it stays this way. "

Weatherwise It's Such A Lovely Day

"One day mr cornicus went for a walk and saw mr broccoli and mr broccoli said my oh my mr corn youre soooo greeeaassyy with all that buttery goodness! I suggest you go on a diet. And mr cornicus said "NO WAI FOO, I AINT GOIN ON NO DIET CUZ YOU TOLD ME TO" so he carried on walking and he came across string bean and he said, "STRING BEAN YOURE SO SKINNY!" and string bean said, "MR CORNICUS, MAYBE YO URE JUST SO FAT!"So mr cornicus cried because he was sooo greeeasy but he loved his butter and couldnt bear to part with it so he decided to call for help. He looked around desperately for something to save him from his chubby ways. Suddenly, a huge boulder fell from the sky and hit him on the head and sang, "1 800 JENNY 20!" "OMG" he thought "EVEN BOULDERS THINK IM FAT"So he waddled home because he was quite the chubby gentleman and phoned 1800 Jenny 20 and jenny picked up and said "MR CORNICUS! I WAS WAITING FOR YOU!" and mr cornicus was creeped out because he didnt want jenny to stalk him so he didnt say anything. Jenny rattled on, and said, "want to come for dinneerrrrr??" and mr cornicus said OKAY! so they had dinner and had lots of greeeaasy goodness and got fatter and fatter but they didnt mind because they enjoyed the grease anyway. the end

I f-ing love you"

When The Storm Brings Rain, Snow, Fate Of All Kinds, You Can Feel Almost Anything

"You asshole. You no good, son of a bitch, two faced, lying, drunken, dirty, annoying, horny asshole. I hope you get what you deserve, which is nothing. You are the lowest pile of dirty, rotting ass that ever existed. I know that makes no sense, but I am too pissed off to care. I also know that this is so over the top, and I don't really mean most of it, but like I said, I am too pissed to care. You led me on to then treat my like some cheap whore. Fuck you. Thanks for nothing accept some lousy make out practice, and some good excuses to have a good, much needed cry.

As you can tell, I am quite pissed off. Please, anyone who is reading this, don't pull a stunt like this lovely person did here. Because I am planning on making his life a living hell. So just forewarning you. :D

On a much happier note, I just thought a good friend of mine also deserved a nice spot in my blog today.

So, basically, I owe alot to you. You'll probably think I am completely nuts, but that's okay. I know how much I have helped you, and I want to thank you so much for letting me in, and more importantly for the way you let me in. You are probably thinking 'Shouldn't I be thanking you for all your help?' But the answer is no, you shouldn't. This past little while with you has made me feel so needed, and you trusting me so much has almost made me.. More trustworthy. I hope that other people can see what you have let me help you with, and that they let me in because of you. I can't even begin to thank you for being there, and being my friend. Thanks sweet pea!

And since I am feeling so loving and whatnot, I would just like to thank everyone who has been so awesome in this fucked up time I have been having.. So thanks AL, NR, LP, BW, MW, DBH, ML, JC, HD, JL and whoever has been writing in my honesty box lately. I know it sounds lame, but thanks!

Here Is The Church And Here Is The Steeple

She's An Extraordinary Girl, In An Ordinary World.

"It is crazy how you can look back on blogs, even days ago, and they have changed so drastically. I think I will write a few honesty statement types for you all.. Not all are honest statements, it is more just like a list of things and bits and pieces.

1) You are a bitch. Stop being one. No one likes you that much.
2) I love my music at the moment so so much. I would actually die without it. Even the lame and horrible stuff is amazing!
3) I'm glad you two like each other. It will be so cute if you get together! (Which you probably will because I am here to be matchmaker!)
4)AL, NR, LP, BW, JP, DBH, ML, JC are all people I completely adore right now. No offence to anyone else. Without you right now, I would die.
5) If anyone buys me any of these movies, I will forever love you. You will probably get a blog all to yourself praising your amazingness. I also find it ridiculous that we don't own these since we have like 500 dvds..

a) The Princess Bride

b) Eagle vs. Shark

c) The Breakfast Club

d) A Walk To Remember

e) Eternal Sunshine of A Spotless Mind

6) I want to be your friend still, and I am getting this feeling you don't want to be friends with me. Which is stupid. Because I am the "dumpee". So get over yourself and act normal, please.

7) Be my best friend, kayyyy? You are so adorable.. I would actually be totally fine with marrying you, too. The bitch can also go and f*ck herself. She has no idea what she is talking about.

8) I'm really glad you trusted me with your secret :) It actually made me feel like such a good friend, and like you have forgiven me. Which I really needed. I swear you can trust me.

9) You two both surprised me at Anna's party. You were both nice and sweet.. It was refreshing!

10) I just saw 3 deer outside my window and it was SO COOL!

11) For some strange reason, I want to be friends with you all of a sudden. No idea why.

I Need A Fix Because I'm Going Down

"I'm trying really hard not to hate you
but I actually just want to scream at you at the top of my lungs saying
Fuck you for not giving me a chance. Douche."

Come To Me, Cover Me, Hold Me, Together We'll Break These Chains Of Love

" In a world where celebrity equals talent, and where make-believe is called reality, it is most important to have real love, truth, and stability in your life.

- Bernie Brillstein"

I Held Your Hand As I Pulled You In

" Today was amazing. Even when the catholic school police woman came and interrupted with her poochie.

I think I need to tell you again and again how I'm already so happy with you.

I think that this just is the beginning of something wonderful."

The Sun Is Up, The Sky Is Blue, It's Beautiful, And So Are You

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Betty and Veronica

Words Are Flowing Out Into A Paper Cup.

"A conversation worth blogging.

Dad: What will you do with your life?
Max: Why is it always about what will you do? What will you do? What will he do?Oh my God, what will he do? Do do do do do. Why isn't the issue here who I am?
Uncle Teddy: Because what you do, Maxwell, defines who you are.
Max: No, Uncle Teddy, who you are defines what you do. Right Jude?
Jude: Uh.. Surely it's not what you do, but the way you do it."