Maybe I Would Have Been Something You'd Be Good At.

"So basically you are the most confusing boy I have ever met.
So I guess you deserve yet another ridiculous, rambling rant. In your honor. This one has better puncuation than the last.


Okay, so juuuust when I think we are geting quite good again, you go and tell me about another girl you like. Greeeat. The thing is, I sort of believe you and I sort of don't. I mean, we did have a lovely conversation beforehand about how you would NEVER date younger girls.. And its not like it was a quick little "Yeah, I don't know if I would." one. It was pretty lenghty.. And then you talk about her like you do.. But I just don't know.. I mean what the hell am I supposed to do? Sit back and be miss cheery love face? I don't think sooo. That was soo last time I liked you before we took that horrid non-talking to each other break.. I think I may have blown it with you over that break, and that sucks. I should have just done something that time, because I think now maybe you get the vibe that I don't like you like that.. Which basically isn't true. And I am pretty sure you know that I liked you because it was in my old nexopia blog and I am 90% sure you saw it. It is very frustrating.. And you see, I love hanging out with you. And spending time with you. I mean, we had SUCH a fun time yesterday.. If I told you this I liked you, what would happen? What if I wrecked this? I would never want us to be wrecked. We are too perfect for each other. And that is why I can't decide what to do. I want you to be happy, but isn't it my turn yet?"