Sunday, December 21, 2008

Breathe And I’ll Carry You Away.

Time together is just never quite enough.
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?



All the time, all the time."

Monday, December 15, 2008

Your Hair Was Long When We First Met.

"This time last year, we first met.
I can easily say I love you more than ever.
Thank you for helping me the become more like the
Beautiful, strong, loving woman
That you have shown me I can be.




You are my sweetest downfall.
I loved you first."

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Somehow, Everything's Going To Fall Right Into Place.

"If we only had a way to make it all fall faster every day.


I can't even believe I am thinking things like this about you.

It is only going to lead to disappointment

Or worse.
So I should get these thoughts out of my head.

And I should do it fast."

Friday, December 12, 2008

Everything, Everything's Magic

"One year of reading my complaining, moody, crazy, nonsense blogs.
Happy Anniversary, the-consequence-of-sound.

And here is the place you can read all about them."

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

She's Praying To Jesus (She's Pulling The Trigger)


"It is amazing how much better I feel after tonight.

Though, I am still on a crazy low,

It just is so refreshing to have a break from all the crap.

I am so glad I am growing in my faith."


Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Maybe We Are Better Off This Way.

Maybe it is for the best if we end this now.
I mean, you really haven't shown me you care.
It sucks because I miss you a lot, and I really shouldn't.
I wish we could go back to being friends like how we were.
And I wish we could have kept our friendship better.
I hate relationships for this exact reason.
But mostly, I hate that I lost you."

Monday, December 8, 2008

But Now I've Got Myself Together


"I once knew a girl in the years of my youth,
With eyes like the summer: all beauty and truth.
But in the morning I fled; left a note and it read,
"Someday you will be loved."

I can not pretend that I felt any regret,
'Cause each broken heart will eventually mend.
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
Someday you will be loved.

You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved.
Like you never have known.
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams.
Just a series of blurs like I never occurred.
Someday you will be loved.

You may feel alone when you’re falling asleep,
And every time tears roll down your cheeks.
But I know your heart belongs to someone you’ve yet to meet.
And someday you will be loved.

You’ll be loved, you’ll be loved.
Like you never have known.
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams.
Just a series of blurs like I never occurred.
Someday you will be loved. "

Friday, December 5, 2008

Don't Let Me Down.

"Last time I checked,
Princesses who went to the ball

Didn't wind up like this.

A few things fucked about life at the moment.

1. I went to a ball without a fucking prince.

2. We have never fought before, but right now I am just so.. Frustrated with you. I wish I just knew what to do about it, but I don't. I love so you so much, which is why this is so confusing.

3. I don't get invited places because I don't drink. Actually, that is a lie. I don't get invited places because people don't seem to give a shit.

4. I do not feel like anyone cares about me at this moment.

5. My one friend has let a relationship come between us and I haven't talked to him or seen him in weeks. And it is making me want to scream and pull out my hair.

5. I spend all my time at school with a boy who doesn't even like me 99% of the time.

6. He is also the boy who has made me the Christian I am today. Which is really a trait you want the person who affected your faith the most to have, eh? Complete dislike?

7. I am not even good looking.

So yeah, everything sucks and is lame. Which is just so fabulous, really.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I Miss You.



"You promised me
'If this comes between our friendship, it will stop.'
It doesn't need to stop,
But maybe put some effort into being friends?"

Monday, December 1, 2008

Cards For Sorrow, Cards For Pain.

"I hate this so much.
Where the hell did all my confidence go?




I can be
happy alone,
sure.

I can be happy
without ice cream, too
If we were being hypothetical."