You And Me, We Like The Same Kind Of Music.

"We are terrible for

each other, and yes,

we are a disaster,

But tell me your heart

doesn't race for a hurricane

or a burning building.

I'd rather die terrified

than live forever."

It's Me And The Moon, She Says.

"I thought I knew a lot of things. But I suppose I don't.

*Beautiful Love - The Afters

'The secrets of the world are written in the stars'
So, I am basically, it means the world to me that you have trusted me with your secret. I can't even begin to describe how great it makes me feel as a person. I want you to know that I will totally be here for you, always. Turns out we have a lot more in common than it seems, eh?

* Be My Escape - Relient K

'And I'm begging you to be my escape.'
Right now, I cannot get enough of my chemistry gang. You guys make coming to school so much more bearable. Thanks.

*If I Fail - Cartel

'And if I failed, well then I failed, but at least I gave you something.'

I tried so hard being your friend, but you never really seemed to care. That is really douchebag-like of you.

*Relief Next To Me - Tegan & Sara

'I miss you know, I guess like I should have missed you then.'
I don't think you can make things right. You have messed up, and you can't fix it now. I don't know what to do. I wish things weren't this way. But I do miss you. The old you. And I desperately need her back.

*Ordinary Day - Vanessa Carlton

'Just a day just an, ordinary day. Just trying to get by.'

It is days like these, when I go outside, and the air is saturated with a sickly sweet smell of flowers and lilacs that I want nothing more than to be alive and well. I love this time of year so much.

*Move Along - The All American Rejects

'When all you've got to keep is strong, move along, move along, and you'll make it through.'

So, these are the people that have basically kept me alive lately.

NR, JC, TG, JK, ML, CC1, CC2, LB, TLG, KG, and the people at youth group. You mean so much more to me than words describe. I love you all so much. Thank you for being there when I need you most.

*Teardrops on My Guitar - Taylor Swift

'Look in those beautiful eyes, and know she's lucky, 'cause.'

Weird thing is, I don't even care about this guy anymore. I could care less what he does. It is you that I care about."

We Wear Our Scarves Just Like A Noose, But Not 'Cause We Want Eternal Sleep

"Dad - Just fuck 'em, Siobhan.

Mom - *sighs*

Dad - What?

Mom - I'll be talking to people, and I'll wind up saying"Brian gave Siobhan advice to fuck the boys"

* I think things are going to start getting better.

* I think maybe you would just be better for me.

*High school sucks.

* Japanese food rocks. '

We're Never Going Back To Okay

"Though some people probably wouldn't think it at first, I am ridiculously selfless.

If people realized the things I have gone through and given up for them, I would probably win some award or something.

No wonder I've been so depressed."

And I Always See Who You Could Be

There ship was
bright and sterile,
like a hospital.

I kept thinking

if I live through this

I'll never tell anyone.

This isn't my story.

Seems to me as though my story has only just begun.

She Wants To Hear She's Beautiful, She's Beautiful.

"I think that it is time I say goodbye to this, and move on.

Maybe I'll hear it someday.

I have already learned so much from this, and I am still learning more. More about my friends, and more about me.

But mostly, more about me."

Hear Me Out, And Hear This The First Time.

"I am hot, sun burnt, confused, terrified, unsure, worried, and overtired.

Yet I am so happy right now, it is insane."

Stop And Stare, I Think I'm Moving But I Go No Where

"Some songs for everyone.

*Someday - The Afters

I wish we all could win.

So, just so you know, you basically have changed my life. Which sounds a little over the top and like wow, what a psycho Siobhan is, but you have. But in a good "you rock" way. Not a "I love you and have a shrine to you in my closet because I am a creep" way. So thanks.

If someone was to come up to me when I first saw you and be like "Hey, see that guy? You are going to be his friend, fuck up his life a bit, and he will help you become closer to God in the next, oh, 3 months." I would just laugh at how ridiculous it sounds.

*Cheer Up - Lamont & Ten Shekel Shirt

You just need is to be surrounded by those who believe in you.

JC, You did the right thing, for the both of you. I think that now, you just need to break the mold of being with him, which will be hard. I want you to remember that we are always there for you.

*Extraordinary Girl - Green Day

She's an extraordinary girl, in an ordinary world, and she can't seem to get away.

KG, Listen to this song. It will make you feel better (I hope.) You are really quite amazing, know that. You have been nothing but an amazing friend to me, and you deserve the best.

* We Intertwined - The Hush Sound

Like vines, we intertwined.

TG, I never thought we would be this close. I love talking to you and that we are such good friends! Thanks for being there for me!

* How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty

Let's see how far we've come

NR, you are really truly the best. I know this is like the worst song dedication EVER, but it seems fitting. I'll think of a better one next time.. Anyways, you are the greatest. We have gone through so much, and you are always there for me. Thank you so much. I love you.

*Konstantine - Something Corporate

And if I hurt you, then I'm sorry.

This song is for a few people. I know there has been alot going on lately, so I am so sorry if I have made your life alot harder. I clearly need to really work on alot of things.

Cheer Up, You Are Worse Off Than You Figure

"Here are a few things I think I should say before I take a lovely bath.

- You are doing to me exactly what happened 2 months ago, only worse because you know how I feel.

- I have been so worried, nervous, and pensive lately I have actually broke the skin inside my mouth from chewing on it.

- If you want to be my friend, please act like it. This applies to more than one person.

- There are 10 people I can actually stand right now. They are NR, TG, DBH, JK, KG, TLG, CC1, CC2, JP, and JC.

- If you aren't one of these people, we probably should have a chat.

+ Coming home instantly makes me less stressed out.

+ I love how nice it is outside right now.

+ I am going to have a fabulous long weekend.

+ I haven't loved my iPod this much.. Ever."

I Can't Live, I Can't Breathe Unless You Do This With Me.

I want to have the same last dream again,

*I'm so glad this week is over.

The one where I wake up, and I'm alive.

*I think everything is going to start getting better.

Just as the four walls close me within,

*I have never felt this close to some of my friends.

My eyes are open up with pure sunlight.

*I have never felt this close to God.

I'm the first to know, my dearest friends,

*I have realized just how much we all need each other.

Even if your hope has burned with time,

*I am feeling like I am a really selfish friend.

Anything that is dead shall be re-grown,

*I want everything just to be back to how it was.

And your vicious pain, your warning sign.

*I feel highly responsible for everything.

You will be fine.

*I really don't know this time if I will.

Hey oh, here I am,

*I know I can be there for others, but lately I don't think I can be there for myself.

And here we go, life’s waiting to begin.

It's Easier To Be Sure You Love Someone.

"I am rather pensive at the moment. Though if you asked why, I definitely would be talking to you for ages, seeing as though there really isn't just one thing on my mind. There would be more like, oh, ninety. But here are a few ones for you all. And some nice pictures, too.

1. Well now, isn't this really fucking nice. I have done nothing but rip my hair out, trying to be a good friend to you. I don't understand why our friendship is going no where. I feel really under appreciated at the moment, and like there is no point of me even trying to be a good friend to anyone. Especially you. And to be truthfully honest, I don't find this situation funny.

2. The things you have said about me are so sweet and nice, and I would like to think that they are true. The thing is, I wish you weren't the only one saying them. I cannot understand why I seem to be such a reject. Not that I am, but lately it sure as hell has seemed that way.

3. I can't say that right now, you are being you. I think you need to find out who you are, and let me know, because I don't really like how you seem to be hopping from personality to personality. Plus, I want to punch you in the eye.

4. I know there are so many people not on your side, but I am. I know that it must be so hard for you, but you did the right thing. I will always be here for you, and for everyone. Please know that I think you are the greatest!

5. But, I also think you should keep your big mouth shut.

6. You're cute, but I don't know if I could handle one more mishap with a guy right now. I do like you, but I am a little 'fragile' at this moment, and it would be unbearable if it didn't work. I am trying really hard not to get my hopes up.

7. Sometimes people do this fabulous thing where they change the opinion I had of them to something so fantastic. I never thought I would enjoy your company so much; TG, JK, TLG, LB, CMF, RK. I know we don't really hang out, but I really enjoy just hanging around with you guys.

8. You have been so super amazing lately, and I really just love you; NR, JC, CC1, CC2, TLG, TG, JK, and DBH. Thanks for being so helpful and wonderous. Especially NR, who is my favorite right now!

9. I don't really know what to to about anything anymore, and my life feels a little out of control. I feel so out of control, and out of place. Thank goodness this week is half over.

Everything Looks Perfect From Far Away.

"-'You are so amazing, and so beautiful, you only deserve the best. Thats the honest truth. You showed me that it is okay to express myself. I can't wait to marry you. Hehe.'

That is all it takes for me to really feel appreciated. Thank you. I really need it right now."

Come Cleanse Us Like A Flood

"I've never felt this at peace with myself, this pleased with what I have, and so thrilled with what's to come. I think it is because of last night. This is something new which I am

loving.

Bring it on, May."