This Is An Emergency

You're waking up a part of me I've never known

and I've never felt so invincible

*I know we aren't really close anymore, but I just want to say, you have opened up this amazing thing for me. You have helped me so much, and basically changed my life. I really hope we can get to know each other again, because you are so important to me. Thank you so much. GH

What took you so far away?

* I miss you so freaking much, and I could totally use you right now before I explode! I really realize how much you mean to me when I haven't spoken to you in weeks, and I want to become such best of friends with you this summer, kayyy? KG

You're lost for tonight again

that's what you wanted?

*I had a really good evening, apart from me getting lost in the hot sun for half an hour. Also, this whole last week has been really fabulous, apart from a few moments. This summer is going to be so amazing. ML,NR ,JC ,TG ,JK ,AL,TR ,SL.

Your arms to your side again.

* I think that I really do love you to bits, but we have a few things we should talk about. Please don't think I stopped loving you or needing you, because that isn't the case. We just have a few more bumps to smooth over. I love you, you beautiful babe. AL.

Just take away the words I say

'Cause I know that you don't feel the same.

*When I am with you, I really just want to talk with you for hours and hours. I love being with you, and I want us to happen. As an us. I don't want you to hurt me again, but I think that is unavoidable. And to be honest, I don't really care at this point. I am pretty sure you don't feel the same way, and I can deal with that. But I can't stop the fact that you leave me speechless, or that you make me smile uncontrollably. Take a guess.

Just go and say what's in your head

and I won't try to stop you.

*I really am so glad we talked. I love that I am getting to know you, and that you are getting to know me. You are am amazing boy, and I hope so much for you! I really think you should keep talking, you have some amazing thoughts in that cute little head of yours. JK

You hold the rights I'll never own

*So there are countless people who have been given something I wanted so much. And you know what? I don't think that bothers me anymore. There are a few times when it irks me, but this was clearly meant to happen. Please be careful, because you were given this amazing thing, and don't blow it. NR&DBH AL&GH ML&JK RM&BG LP&BW

And I've never felt, so alien

Don't tear us apart again.

*I really do feel like an outcast. With the countless couples all around me, it has never been this lonely to be single. I don't even know what to do anymore.

What is the use of it?
We’re okay .. It's nothing. .

*I can't pretend like everything is good for me when it isn't. I have done some stupid things, and need to stop. I know I have so many people out there to help me, so thank you. I know I can trust you. ML AL JC JK

It's all chemistry of a car crash
And I won't try so you'll stay this time

I won't try and I won’t change

This time I won't try to stop you.

*There are a lot of things I could say about this verse relating to my life.

But I think I'll leave it for you to interpret.