This Is My Utopia

"So, now it is time for a long rambling blog. Hurray!

* So, I feel really annoyed. Is there actually no hope for me at all whatsoever? Because last time I checked, I wasn't a leper or anything! And if I am, someone please notify me A.S.A.P.

* I still am not comfortable. But telling myself it makes it alright to deal with. Actually, that's a lie. I am comfortable most of the time. There are a few moments when I really just want to jump off a balcony.

* This is high school, and the one time I have to make as many friends as possible. So that is what I am going to do. Because I love having so many people to be friends with, and I am not going to stop. If you want to make plans, call me and talk and make plans.

* I think this whole cell phone thing is STUPID.

* I think that you will start to like him soon. Which is good, because he is fantastic for you.

* So, I can't get enough of talking to you. Clearly, I am insane for actually telling you things after this whole situation, but I can't help it. I think you have learned your lesson, and that you and I will be fantastic friends.

* You three are so much more beautiful than you think you are, which breaks my heart. I would trade most things to look like you do. I don't really know how I got so lucky to have such beautiful, gorgeous friends. You are all so special to me, and you mean the world to me. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Especially that BITCH (this is a special message to one of you <3)

* You three aren't my only beautiful friends, just so you all know. I actually have come to the conclusion that, though it sounds shallow, I have a hard time being friends with unattractive people. Sorry, that is horrible but it is true. So basically, all my friends are obviously good looking.

* I just have had thoughts all over the place lately. I don't think that is a good thing, because good things usually don't come out of my over analyzing and crazy pensiveness. So sorry if I burst into bits of insaneness.

* So, basically you are being really hypocritical. Talking about me behind my back about how I don't spend enough time with people who aren't even you after telling me it is good I am branching out, and that my other friends should be a little more understanding is not okay. I do not appreciate that.

* I dislike my schedule for next year. And I don't know why.

* I can not even wait to see the play tomorrow.

* I think I will be waiting to do your plan for the next little while. I just don't think I could handle it at the moment.