Saturday, December 29, 2007

Desert Wind and A Perverse Desire To Win, History Buried in Shame.

" Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you

This poorly puncuated rant is for you. You can tell something is up because usually I am anal-tastic about things like grammar. Thanks.


You.. I can't believe it. As soon as I think we are just friends again, bang! I get hit with liking you again which is totally obsurd! When Jana said that I would always like you for the rest of my being, when she rambled on and on about how we will both like each other but never act on our feelings and then be 50 and married and still love each other, I thought she was crazy. But noooo.. Now as I am getting really close to a guy I thought I really liked, you just strolled in again! It takes alot to make a girl cry when you didn't even do anything wrong! And Jesus, coming over and just being here.. On my bed and in my pantry and so close to me and so wonderful and seeing me in my dress and looking at me and wearing my jewlery and being on my bed.. on my bed! I will never stop thinking about you now! Are you just being the good friend with me I know we are? Or is this something more? And Jesus boy, I like someone else! I have been working SO hard and now you have just stolen me away! Good grief and a half why can't I just have a love life like Nicole's? Simple enough, right? bleckaoaoiej10a=aQ$j!!!!

Thanks for working your way back into my head, you crazy wonderful horrid strong asshole gorgypants you."


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